The Drama

Have you ever felt like you are living in the middle of a soap opera? Like there is that girl and that boy and another boy and another boy and then there`s Drama. And finally no one understands anything!
Complicated, huh?
Well, I can tell that I literally live in a soap opera. Intrigues, love, broken hearts, revenge, sadness, fun, misunderstandings, fighting, problems, suicides, cheating, jealousy...

And there is only one sentence in my head right now:
Crystal screams: " Rauuul, Rauuuuul!!! "
I will never forget it. I am not a fan of soaps but this was clearly one of my favourite soap scenes :P

So, here comes the hard part. I have to handle all those broken hearts... I don`t mind. But it makes me really angry that someone can hurt my friends like this and get away with that, so I am the Boss of the "Revenge Headquarter". :D
It is not a big deal. I just suggest the "victims" what they should do to get over the "mean ones". =)

Always there to help!

And also.. What is Love? Why is it so hard and painfull? And why can`t we live without it?
I just dont understand -.-

Still, Keep loving those who are around you and.... Peace! And People, please, No worries! =)

The Classics

"Pleased to meet you ! Hope you guessed my name, oh yeah!
But what's confusing you Is just the nature of my game,
Just as every cop is a criminal and all the sinners saints As heads is tails.
Just call me lucifer cause I'm in need of some restraint
So if you meet me, Have some courtesy, Have some sympathy, and some taste
Use all your well-learned politesse,
Or I'll lay your soul to waste, um yeah ,Pleased to meet you..."


Uhm, yeah... Classics =)
So, if you are like me you probably have already guessed what I am talking about or who am I citing ;)
Sympathy For The Devil
Rolling Stones- Mick Jagger. Truly one of the best rock bands from 60`s to nowadays.
And if you are not so familiar with the leadsinger then here`s a hint for you =) - There`s a song called Moves Like Jagger. Hes the person who made the moves- he is The Jagger ;) I recommend you to check out his moves and performance- Fantastic! =)

Another great band i love is Status Quo. They also started in the mid 60`s and rock to the present day. One of my favorite songs performed by them is Your In The Army Now. They have even made two videos for this song! How cool is that?!? :D

Now, there is another Rock singer who I adore- Alice Cooper. I like the fact that he makes, besides usual rock and heavy metal, Shock Rock. There is a lot of blood in his performances and it is all kind of spooky- creepy stuff. (Y) Now from him I like the most the song called Poison.

And of course there are The Beatles, Europe, Boney M, Led Zeppelin, Queen and Deep Purple.
All Classics and My favorites =)

"If it's illegal to rock and roll, throw my ass in jail!"
- Kurt Cobain (R.I.P.)

I agree with him =)
Ceep Rocking and never stop!

Aliens we are

There is absolutely nothing interesting going on in my life right now. Total boredom. So I thought that it is the right time to introduce you to my friend who is probably the only person on the earth almost as crazy as I am. Yep, that`s right. I am not usually that bored, but since I am ill and we can`t get together so much right now, i am dying of boredom, well not exactly dying xD
The reason why i am not bored when we get together is that when we start rollin`and having fun, a total disaster begins, nothing can stop us then. We are like a double tornado that destroys everything on our way( a double package like we say) :D
Well, actually we aren`t that bad, but do believe me when I say that every single living being will be staring at us =) That is just the way we are... it is far too little fun to be dull and gray. We need to take the last from our life and that is what we are Doing.
Just few examples of our "awesomeness" xD :
Crazy Frog is a flying monkey for us;
Going for a walk means dressing in black and playing spies;
Going to an artclass means pretending to eat crayon,
Etc ( that probably means that my capability to think has ended =)
We are like aliens visiting from another planet :P Though I think she still needs some time to learn how to hide those huge dark bug- eyes, that look like sunglasses but aren`t sunglasses ;)
The thing about us is that we have antennas and wires that connect us. It all started on a summer day, when we both had plaits. And for some weird reason we started to end each others sentences. Ever since that, we have this telepathic communication system that we like to call "the antennas" =)
I think we would make great spies- we wouldn`t even need radios :D

(I am actually surprised that I even found some pictures of us being normal o.0)

I think I feel a little melancholic today. Enjoy Every Second of your life, it is worth it...

The Game =)

For a long time I was thinking what should I write about, and now I finally got it. It is the simplest thing: Football.
I Love Football. It is one of the most beautiful, exiting, nerve-racking and The BEST game in the world.
Right now I am sitting in front of my TV and the adrenaline is rushing through my veins and it feels like my head is going to explode :D
It was quite a dissapointment, when we lost the play- off game against Ireland in Estonia, but I think all of Estonia was hoping that we would get better results in the next game in Ireland against Ireland... And we did! 1:1 was the result of the other game. So that ment that the final score was 5:1 and Ireland won. Good for them :)
I was happy... Really happy, that we had the potential to show that we can do it and score at least one score against Ireland, cause they are pretty good players =)

I can not wait to finally make my dream come true and go to Ireland, find a pub, order a pint of beer and watch football =) Ohhh.... wouldn`t it be perfect?

A good song for getting up the mood ;)

Hell can`t handle all of us, so bottles up!!

The Man

Today I went to music school and after my guitar lesson, teacher suggested me to listen to the music of Stian Westerhus.

Wow.. it is all i can say. His style is totally out of borders.... It is noise, but surprisingly I totally liked that noise. He takes the usual electric guitar, some supplies like pedal and amplifier and then he does everything that does not make sence... I loved it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lCmO6JuueI8&feature=related

This guy, Stian, is going to be the devils favorite bard. He rocks the hell, the earth and even the paradise, if it actually does exist.

It is hard to find a point in this kind of music, but when you do find it, you will be amazed ;)

Keep it real.

Today I stumbled upon a text, that looked like this : A while ago I read a story that went something along the lines of "Today, I realized that I'm just a city boy, born and raised in South Detroit. MLIA" Well sir. Today I realized that I'm just a small town girl, living in a lonely world. Let's meet up. MLIA
So it made me think about who I am. And what i figured out was, that everything I say, do or think makes Me.
I have always thought, that I am a caring, loving, unselfish, creative and strong person. But what if I am not. What if i seem like a totally different person to others?
Recently I have listened, what other people think about me and behind all the good stuff I mentioned earlier, some people have connoted, that I am a bit too ego sometimes. Well, I guess they are right. I am ego... But, is that a bad thing? It is good to praise yourself sometimes.. but not all the time. :)
So.. as I mentioned, everything I think, say or do makes me who I am. So, If i think, that I am a good person, then voilà, you have a basis, a starting point ;)
So, the next point is to say your thoughts out loud, right?
And the third thing is to act according to your words and thoughts..
And KABOOM! You have reached your goal, to become the kind of person you wanted to be, who you thought you are :)
Does that make sence?