Something to believe in

It has been long time my dear friend...

Summer is creeping up faster than ever and school is oh-how-busy.
I have the need to write again, so I thought I would discuss something a bit different with you.. or maybe it is not even different- after all, my whole life consists of mysterious and magical things.

So that is it.
Mysteries. Strange happenings. Ghosts. Spirits. Magic. Lucid dreaming. Demons. Fortune telling.

I could just go on and on with that list if you would ask me to. =)

 I have always considered myself to be lucky because I know and I believe in things that you can not really comprehend and sense or see with your own eyes. I have always felt that there is something more to life than just living our everyday lives and fulfilling our dreams and hopes.
 And there is always this little tickling feeling inside me that tells me to be observant, heedful, to pay attention to the smallest details because these are the things that might give me some kind of insight to the world that is hidden from the mortal eyes. I feel the strange vibes in the air sometimes... most of the times, really. You know that feeling when you get goosebumps and you have this empty but good feeling in your tummy (I guess they call it the butterflies?), you get the chills and then you feel in your back that somebody is there with you. This is exactly how I feel and that is how I know that there's something out there. I can sense it with my whole being- with my body and my soul.
 And if sensing is not enough to believe then I have had enough of evidence during my short life to believe. I have seen some things that are not supposed to be possible (even by the means of the rules of physics) and I have heard some things that are weirder than weird.
 I know that there are people who would tell me that I am crazy, mad, demented, hallucinating, perhaps even insane and I agree with that, I could be (and I could not be.. I am not stamping myself coco loco here :P), but maybe being insane means that you are just able to see more than normal people who have limits to their understanding and sight? Maybe crazy people are the chosen ones (not all of them, of course.. I am not talking about psychopaths here) Maybe you have to have a mental breakdown to see the world the way it really is? x)

So this is what my everyday life consists of. Besides everything else I manage to do I try to reach out to the whole wide Universe to gain all sorts of  mysterious knowledge of everything that is out there :P
That is it for today. Too much text, no pictures. I am surprised if anybody cares to read the whole text. And if you did, then thank you. My love goes out to you =)

Leave a comment, I would really like to know how many of you think along the same lines that I do ^-^

We belong here, it is our home.. but do we ever truly wonder?

 Have you ever looked up into the night sky filled with trillions stars that flicker like the flame of a candle and hoped..., wished that something strange, something never witnessed by anyone, never before seen would happen just in front of your eyes- you being the only witness, you being the only one who would even bother to wonder what it was and why it was.
 Have you ever looked at the same old stars and thought:

 "Hey, there's life out there. 

Out there is bigger than I can imagine,
it's bigger than I can ever cope thinking of. 

Out there... it has driven people mad and yet it keeps us sane.
Sane in the ways of insanity.
Insane, yet perfectly sane."

 Have you ever thought that everything out there, light years away, makes us think, makes us wonder.
It makes us search for answers. It makes us ask the right questions.
That endless everything is the reason for our existence.
Let it be the Big Bang that created us or our ancestors aliens. It all came from there.
We were created from the dust of the Universe.
From Outer Space.
From the Galaxies known and unknown.
From the endless and magical Universe- our Home."