Sometimes there are people you just lose

We never know what's going on with the people we pass on the streets every day. They might smile and shine bright but cry the heaviest tears inside, where no one can see them. They might dance and laugh out loud but at the same time they might die a little inside with every step they take.


Who would've thought that the person you trust the most can hurt you the most. That she can rip your heart out and engrave pain on it with a rusty knife. That she can make you wonder -Why, why was she even here then?
The answer is simple- to make you stronger and to show you that everything good can end suddenly and fall to pieces like a crystal vase dropping from a table. To teach you that you can't trust everybody if anybody. That you have to keep your guard up during every second of a minute and every hour of a day. That you must be able to move on, because elseway nothing will matter to you anymore and your world will turn grey and emotionless. And that you do not want to happen.
You have to accept that there are people you will lose during your journey. Some die and some just walk away without saying a word or waving goodbye.

Do you remember that time when we were still like sisters, planning our trip around the world. Remember that we even had the cars picked out and our "what we need" list started. Remember when we swore to be friends forever. Even if one of us was to die. But I guess those dreams are meant to be forgotten amongst the lost and missed.

I just want you to know that I actually cared about you. I would've died for you.